I have no idea how my wife puts up with me. Sense I lost my job I have been a mess. I can be fine one minute and the next nervous and upset to the point it almost makes me sick. I could never be a under cover agent my body would give me up in a second. My wife bless her has been comforting me the whole time. I know everything is going to be ok. I am looking for a job right now, and have been from the time I lost mine. Still sometimes I just cant seem to cope with it. I a so blessed she is with me.